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18 December 2011 @ 10:34 pm
Really depressed right now. I don't want to do anything but lie under the covers and never come out. Life definitely isn't what I thought it would be. I'm 28 and working two dead end jobs and have left college cause I can't afford it. No love interest to speak of and have come to the conclusion that I will probably never find the right guy. Sometimes I wish I had the guts to end it all. I'm sure it would be a giant weight lifted off family and friends. I know I'm a huge burden on them. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself but life definitely hasn't turned out the way I thought it would be. I wonder what I did in a past life to warrant such a sad and lonely life this time around.
24 November 2011 @ 12:52 am
I hope everyone has a great day tomorrow and you all get to eat all the food you can eat! This is the one day you can stuff yourself with no fear of judgment LOL!

Unfortunately my family is in TN in the mountains so I'm stuck in SC alone. I'll just relax, catch up on reading, maybe see "Breaking Dawn"...if anyone else is bored tomorrow, I'll be around if you wanna talk!

Have a good day! Muah!
19 January 2011 @ 11:42 pm
Hey you guys! So I have something to ask you guys...I have recently developed a crush on Irish actor Colin O'Donoghue after seeing commercials of him alongside Anthony Hopkins in "The Rite" and my question is...is he popular in the U.K.? Is there anything he's been in that I would need to check out? I saw his IMDB page and "The Rite" is his first mainstream role, all else is BBC television shows. If anyone wants to throw in their two cents or fangirl with me it would be well reciprocated!

19 January 2011 @ 01:42 pm
I hate college!!!!!! You would think as much money as we give to them they would be more inclined to help their students and not be so impossible to contact!!!!!!

Okay here's the scenario: University of South Carolina...Columbia, South Carolina. Classes were supposed to start Monday, January 10th but because of the harsh snow that plowed through that day and the dangerous ice that followed, the first two days were cancelled and we had a two hour delay that Wednesday. In every university, they give the students a window of time to try out their classes and if the class isn't the right fit or if the course isn't necessary for their major, they can drop it and add another without a "W" (for withdrew) on their transcripts.

Due to the weather, they pushed back the drop/add date from Thursday, January 13 to Tuesday, January 18. My schedule consisted of two classes that only met Monday and Wednesday. I didn't have a class Monday and I attended Wednesday and the Monday before the cut off date was MLK Day so there weren't any classes. Did they honestly expect me to make a decision after only ONE CLASS SESSION!!! At least give me the fucking opportunity to have one more class session before I make my decision!

I dropped a class at the last minute last night and tried to add a course that I needed and it wouldn't let me. This morning I tried to contact that professor and ask if there was anything I could do to be able to get into her class. Her response..."as a 4th year student you already know the protocols on how to get into a class you want. You didn't make the cut off date so I can't do anything for you..." HOW MUCH FUCKING MONEY DO I SPEND EACH SEMESTER TO COME TO THIS INSTITUION...ONLY TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS!!!! I PAY YOUR FUCKING SALARY YOU UNGRATEFUL TWAT!!!!! And I've never had to drop/add a course before so no, I don't know the damn protocol!

Why does college have to be so necessary in getting a good job in the field of your choice? And why do I have to walk through Hell and back just to get one simple answer?
13 December 2010 @ 12:52 am
Sounds like a good Christmas to me!!!
On the twelfth day of Christmas, ilovetbag24 sent to me...
Twelve jensen ackles drumming
Eleven slash fics laughing
Ten norman reedus acting
Nine daniel day-lewis writing
Eight movies a-running
Seven heroes a-talking
Six d&s a-shopping
Five mi-i-i-isha collins
Four horror movies
Three inglorious basterds
Two smut fics
...and a summer in a cedric diggery.
Get your own Twelve Days:
13 July 2010 @ 11:15 pm
I copy and pasted a few paragraphs from one of my sexy fics, thinking I would come up with Anais Nin or something...

I write like
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04 July 2010 @ 06:32 pm
I know it has been ages since I've posted. Real life has kept me busy. Nothing much to report. I'm at Bonefish Grill now and I love it! The people there are great and I'm making so much more money than at Damon's. In sadder news, I am suspended from college for the fall semester due to bad grades/too many class withdrawals. I can reapply for spring 2010 but I'm not guaranteed a spot back. I think they'll more than likely take me back since this is my first suspension. It's gonna be a dull fall. I'm trying to save money so I can go to Orlando in October and visit lacrymosa_star and mechante! We'll have so much fun!!

I'm loving my new icon! Castiel is my new love...what a beautiful angel! Supernatural is the only show that's keeping me sane since Lost is done and Heroes has been cancelled. I'm slowly working my way through season 5 online. Can't wait for the DVD set September 7th and the sixth season later in the month!

What else has been going on with everyone? Let me know! I love you all!

Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: The Office
15 May 2010 @ 12:05 am
I think we all knew this was coming. Heroes has officially been cancelled. I didn't want to believe it and now my heart is breaking. My Sylar is dead and gone. Thank God for fanfics so we can still keep the dream alive. People are still writing Buffy fics so why can't we continue with Heroes?
05 February 2010 @ 03:44 pm
1. Tell me one thing you love about me.
2. Tell me two things you love about yourself.
3. Look through the comments... when you see someone you know, tell them three things you love about them.
4. Do this in your journal so I can tell you what I love about YOU - and if you've already done it, tell me so, so that I can go back and give you some love.